Sunday, January 25, 2009
is it workin?
just trying to see weta this thing works....sooo...I'll see
Saturday, January 24, 2009
new page i think
ok sumting's terribly wrong qith my blog so now I have to fix it...so while I deal with it you guys just errr .......kill.....me.....yea that's it...sorry bout this guys.
Candace
Candace
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!
Hey guys! As you know CNY is here!!! Whoop! but sadly I'm not going back to hometown because my relatives are going to Australia!! I envy them soo much. Worst of all on the 1st day of CNY I'm stuck at home and going to have a very tiring swim training. *sigh* oh well it's worth it at least I still love the water.
So what are your plans for the 1 week hols? I'm guessing most of ya'll are going back to hometown. Your lucky. =() lol. I guess maybe I going out with family tomorrow only. lol.
Well that's all nothing much from me on the 1st day. With this I'll leave you guys!
(Adapted from My Wish)
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside,show the world the warmth of your smile,
more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to ,
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and you always give more then you take.
but More then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.
My wish for all my pals this New Year! Love ya guys(and gals)!
So what are your plans for the 1 week hols? I'm guessing most of ya'll are going back to hometown. Your lucky. =() lol. I guess maybe I going out with family tomorrow only. lol.
Well that's all nothing much from me on the 1st day. With this I'll leave you guys!
(Adapted from My Wish)
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside,show the world the warmth of your smile,
more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to ,
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and you always give more then you take.
but More then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,Yeah, this, is my wish.
My wish for all my pals this New Year! Love ya guys(and gals)!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I get on my knees
Have you ever thought of how to live your young life?
Or just go with the flow to what to do or what to achieve?
We, at this age, we struggle,
Some of us; Being just to find what we want,
or else struggle with with what we lack for.
I for one,
unfortunately am one of those people,
who, I admit myself, ashamed of this behaviour,
because of this I forget and I neglect,
of what I have, of what I love,
of what I was made to do,
for God and for myself, my family and my friends.
I regret this feeling,
I want this behaviour to not pessess me,
to not take control of my life,
to not hurt my friends,
to not hurt God,
of all that I do.
As soon as a second that passes by,
I will be looking back,
Thinking ,what did I do wrong?
what did I lack of?
why do I feel regretful, ungrateful of myself?
I want to go back to tie those loose ends,
to make everyone not care about me that much because I feel,
I don't deserve their love,
especially from all my friends.
I do not want them to misunderstand,
that I want to shun them away,
it is Never like that,
I feel that I care too much of what I want,
of not what I have,
everytime they care for me,
I count each and and everyone of them,
of how to pay them back,
of how to love them back,
But I burden them with my problems instead,
and for that I get one my knees,
and I say I am sorry!
I am sorry for my temper, my rudeness,
my selfish feelings,
I am sorry for all I have done wrong to ALL of you,
I hope you will forgive me.
I am sorry to God,
for swearing, for yelling, for this and for that,
I am sorry for everything,
I am so sorry!
I love you guys!
All of you!
Or just go with the flow to what to do or what to achieve?
We, at this age, we struggle,
Some of us; Being just to find what we want,
or else struggle with with what we lack for.
I for one,
unfortunately am one of those people,
who, I admit myself, ashamed of this behaviour,
because of this I forget and I neglect,
of what I have, of what I love,
of what I was made to do,
for God and for myself, my family and my friends.
I regret this feeling,
I want this behaviour to not pessess me,
to not take control of my life,
to not hurt my friends,
to not hurt God,
of all that I do.
As soon as a second that passes by,
I will be looking back,
Thinking ,what did I do wrong?
what did I lack of?
why do I feel regretful, ungrateful of myself?
I want to go back to tie those loose ends,
to make everyone not care about me that much because I feel,
I don't deserve their love,
especially from all my friends.
I do not want them to misunderstand,
that I want to shun them away,
it is Never like that,
I feel that I care too much of what I want,
of not what I have,
everytime they care for me,
I count each and and everyone of them,
of how to pay them back,
of how to love them back,
But I burden them with my problems instead,
and for that I get one my knees,
and I say I am sorry!
I am sorry for my temper, my rudeness,
my selfish feelings,
I am sorry for all I have done wrong to ALL of you,
I hope you will forgive me.
I am sorry to God,
for swearing, for yelling, for this and for that,
I am sorry for everything,
I am so sorry!
I love you guys!
All of you!
Monday, January 19, 2009
so tired..
hey guys just a quick update...
school was actually great today NOT including all the tiring parts that is....well....ok...the whole day...*sigh* woke at 7a.m. for nothing...my coach sms me last minute that he was sick and not be able to go for jogging as usual, went back to sleep after that.
woke at 8a.m., went and stayed at school till 10.30a.m. for sports thingy...kekeke....the form 1 this year were not bad at all! And I also want to apologize for my bad behavior today at sports and school...especially to my friend Kiki.
I feel very moody almost everyday in the evening, at school mostly. I don't know why. I immediately feel sad. *sigh* maybe it's because of my "problem". My uncontroled problem. or some of you guys call it...my "obsesive" problem.
got to shake that of my mind, but can't. *sigh* that's life....I hope I'm in a merry mood tomorrow...(which I consider it a challenge coz of some of my mixed feelings) ...I'm sad...someone help me? )=
well it's like 11.50p.m. now...mom demanding for me to go to bed.. good night everyone.. sweet dreams!
thanks for visiting!
P.s.: to the leading people of my poll...congrats! others keep on voting!
school was actually great today NOT including all the tiring parts that is....well....ok...the whole day...*sigh* woke at 7a.m. for nothing...my coach sms me last minute that he was sick and not be able to go for jogging as usual, went back to sleep after that.
woke at 8a.m., went and stayed at school till 10.30a.m. for sports thingy...kekeke....the form 1 this year were not bad at all! And I also want to apologize for my bad behavior today at sports and school...especially to my friend Kiki.
I feel very moody almost everyday in the evening, at school mostly. I don't know why. I immediately feel sad. *sigh* maybe it's because of my "problem". My uncontroled problem. or some of you guys call it...my "obsesive" problem.
got to shake that of my mind, but can't. *sigh* that's life....I hope I'm in a merry mood tomorrow...(which I consider it a challenge coz of some of my mixed feelings) ...I'm sad...someone help me? )=
well it's like 11.50p.m. now...mom demanding for me to go to bed.. good night everyone.. sweet dreams!
thanks for visiting!
P.s.: to the leading people of my poll...congrats! others keep on voting!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Hey guys, I have found a story when I was at my uncle's church wedding in Singapore, they chose this as one of the readings in the Bible, it's between a man and woman professing their love for each other. it's really romantic and meaningfull, hope it's nice!
(from Songs of Songs: the second Song)
The Woman
I hear my lover's voice,
He comes running over the mountains,
Racing acroos the hills to me.
My lover is like a gazelle,
like a young stag.
There he stands beside the wall.
He looks in through the window,
and glances through the lattice,
My lover speaks to me.
The Man
Come then ,my love;
my darling, come with me.
The winter is over, the rains have stopped;
in the countryside the flowers are in bloom.
this is the time for singing;
the song of doves is heard in the feilds.
Figs are beginning to ripen;
the air is fragrant with blossoming vines.
Come then, my love;
my darling come with me.
You are like a dove that hides in the crevice of a rock.
Let me see your lovely face,
and hear your enchanting voice.
Catch the foxes,the little foxes,
before they ruin our vineyard in bloom.
The Woman
My lover is mine, and I am his.
He feeds his flock among the lilies
until the morning breezes blow,
and darkness dissapears.
Return my darling, like a gazelle,
like a stag on th mountains of Bether.
Asleep on my bed,
night after night,
I dreamed of the one I love;
I was looking for him, but couldn't find him.
The watchmen patrolling the city saw me,
I asked them "have you found my lover?"
As soon as I left them, I found him.
I held him and wouldn't let go.
Promise me, women of Jerusalem;
swear by the swift deer and the gazelles
that you will not interupt our love.
THE END
(Ah love, love like that is the sweetest love you can have, I admire it! ~and wish to have someday~lol!)
(from Songs of Songs: the second Song)
The Woman
I hear my lover's voice,
He comes running over the mountains,
Racing acroos the hills to me.
My lover is like a gazelle,
like a young stag.
There he stands beside the wall.
He looks in through the window,
and glances through the lattice,
My lover speaks to me.
The Man
Come then ,my love;
my darling, come with me.
The winter is over, the rains have stopped;
in the countryside the flowers are in bloom.
this is the time for singing;
the song of doves is heard in the feilds.
Figs are beginning to ripen;
the air is fragrant with blossoming vines.
Come then, my love;
my darling come with me.
You are like a dove that hides in the crevice of a rock.
Let me see your lovely face,
and hear your enchanting voice.
Catch the foxes,the little foxes,
before they ruin our vineyard in bloom.
The Woman
My lover is mine, and I am his.
He feeds his flock among the lilies
until the morning breezes blow,
and darkness dissapears.
Return my darling, like a gazelle,
like a stag on th mountains of Bether.
Asleep on my bed,
night after night,
I dreamed of the one I love;
I was looking for him, but couldn't find him.
The watchmen patrolling the city saw me,
I asked them "have you found my lover?"
As soon as I left them, I found him.
I held him and wouldn't let go.
Promise me, women of Jerusalem;
swear by the swift deer and the gazelles
that you will not interupt our love.
THE END
(Ah love, love like that is the sweetest love you can have, I admire it! ~and wish to have someday~lol!)
love from my Bible
Thursday, January 8, 2009
I AM SO SO SO SORRY.
Hi guys. I am already killed by the angry mob but reborn to get this entry back on. I guess God said I wasn't ready for heaven yet. Still have lots here to care for. Haha.
Anyway Merry Belated Chrismas & New Year. The reason this blog became ancient? Got caught up with a new puff ball. Yes she is a puff ball. A VERY VERY VERY Naughty one. Guys, meet my puff ball,
Haha! Just joking. THIS is my real puff ball.
This is Zoe. My Shih Tzu naughty puff ball. 2 months old. GAL. Ehh....oh yea, likes to bite my fingers and drag my clothes. Yupers, that's it.
Here's more pics,
Lols. CHEESE!
*target*....squeaky toy. *target at 8 o'clock* lol.
YES! victory! *Die squeaky toy, Die! *ooo rubber.*
well either that that school was great. Love being with my friends again. Guy or gal. =)
Well that's all. I need to clean up Zoe's poop now. No, seriously. Eventhough I Want to puke. Phooh!
lols, bye. leave comments bout this puff ball. Oh yea,*woof wof* translation= she says 'wassup!'
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